About my sorry state as a webmistress

I got webspace at slashcity! YEIH! This is awesome! But of course I'm too stupid to configure the FTP. There's supposed to be a very detailed page with instructions but where the hell is it??? `_´ I could have moved in this very night, dammit! *cusses*

I've got myself a domain, too! Weeeheeeee! At least I think I do... unless someone snatched it the very second I was in the process of registering for the service, which would be very unfortunate indeed. If not, then I am the proud owner of... *drumroll*

drrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

www.glasscases.net!

Hah, I can see it in your blank faces! You're going... what the hell? I'll tell you! There's this very beautiful quote that means a lot to me. It's from J.D. Salinger's 'Catcher in the Rye' and goes to the effect of

"Certain things they should stay the way they are. You ought to be able to stick them in one of this big glass cases and just let them be."

It's very meaningful, IMO. It could mean nostalgia, but also preserving what is dear to you, making it immortal and setting a sign for everybody to see. That's what I want my homepage to be. Thus I named it glasscases.

Nice, isn't it? ^_^

The Sound of Silence...

There's one thing I will never understand. Why can't I write when there's music on? I just can't. When the song has lyrics I find myself listening to them all the time and when it's instrumental, I can't concentrate either. What is it? Why can't I zone out like others seem to do? Noises disturb me greatly. When someone's talking or the TV is on I just can't write one single line. You will see me sit in the couch with my headphones on all the time, some song I know by heart on repeat but with earplugs on just to drown out the sounds of the people around me so I can write. Is that normal?

When I paint or draw it's different. Then, music underlines my mood perfectly. But it never works when I write. It's almost as if I can't hear my own thoughts when music is on. Which is sorta funny, considering the fact that music really inspires me. I get the best ideas when driving in my car, listening to my CDs. Lots of stories have been inspired that way. As you might know, most of my stories base on one single quote that I just want one character to say and that's why I write the whole damned thing. Music does this to me.

Weird, weird, weird... *switching off the music so she can write*

Uaaaaaaah! *stretch*

Goooooood morning, birds and bees! ^_^

Ah well, it's not really morning and I doubt that any members of the Fauna are present, but still, it's nice intro, isn't it? I'm all alone right now which is a very good thing. My parents decided to go to the sauna together with my bro, conveniently not asking at all if I wanted to come along, too. But I'm not mad, since I can think of about 1,000 things I'd rather do than stripping naked in front of my family and their friends to sit on a wooden bench and sweat.

Oh, don't get me wrong, I love the sauna, but I just don't want to be there with people I know. Well, know like this! hahaha. What I like about the sauna is the rest you get, the silence and the pure feeling of treating your body well. Taken hot and cold showers, rubbing your skin with ice... I like that. But not right now, thanks ^_^.

So, what's on the agenda today? I want to write some more chapter outlines. This i great. From this day forth I shall always do that. I feel like the story is practically going to write itself. Well, only that as I write the outline for chapter 10 I think "Oh my God, that's such a long way to go..." hahaha. There are a couple of scenes I'm dying to write! Can't wait. And others... well, guess I gotta write them to make the story move on! hahaha

I'm going to see a movie tonight. 'The Emperor's New Groove'. I already know it, seen it in NY, but I want to see what my bro thinks of it ^_^.

Then, I'm going to move into my new homepage and take a looky how to set up my domain. I was feeling so stupid yesterday! ´_` Being too daft to configure a fucking FTP program. But that's always the same, when I'm tired and all, then I just can't think straight. *shakes head*

Oh, and I think I'm going to try and fix the problem with the sketch. I wanna know why my inkings look so sucky once they're scanned... strange.

Just rereading the Treize-Zechs smut kat and I wrote yesterday. Man, baby, we're good! hahaha

Okay, got a lot to do. Let's get movin'.

I need a decent FTP program...

Okay, this one is shit. It ignores all capitalization and cuts off file names! *delete*

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

I have a $700 webdesign program and I can't configure it!!! Why can't I connect to this ****** site with Dreamweaver?? That would be SO much better! Goddammit. Now I have to use this crappy program that's completely fucked up, just because it doesn't change capital letters and cut off the end. I want to use Dreamweaver!!!!

Eureka!

I figured out how to upload! Finally!

Someone help me please...

My brother got a new quiz book and now he's reading out stupid quiz questions to me all the time! I hate it when he does that!!! *whines*

*puts on headphones* I hope he gets the clue.

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Okay, this is a fucking catastrophy!!! I'm going insane! Yes I DO! FUCK IT ALL!!!! Looks like all of my links are broken now. What the hell??? I don't know how to configure those. I thought when they're relative it'll all be fine. But noooo, now it wants to look for each file directly on ff.net of course it doesn't find them there! ARGH!!! How the FUCK am I ever to create a decent page again??? I HATE IT ALLLLLLL!