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Okay... I feel like I should write some more now. Not sure what though... I made a grave mistake today. I stayed at home, cancelled a date although I was really looking forward to seeing the guys again. But I didn't want to leave the house. I should have read the signs. Another depression is coming along. I can feel it. I'm stressed out and tired, I'm bored and apathetic. I'm craving to write for over a week now and I'm setting here, with Word opened, all day long, and nothing happens. Damn it... damn it all straight to hell! I Must have spent 10 hours in front of the screen today. I'm not kidding. And what did I get done? Nothing... Didn't write one word. But I was constantly racketing about the Net, setting up stuff on fanfiction.net, establishing our HP-slashers network, writing feedback, bashing homophobes, getting into trouble, moving around stuff on my Shakespeare-Slash list, uploading pics to my site, fixing the html-problem on my other site... all kinds of stuff. But I didn't actually do something, you know? I hate that... I must write NOW!

Tomorrow is my fave class again, Same Sex. This time it'll be about the gothics and about "The Vampire Lestat", YEIH! That'll be fun. And then I have to talk about crossreading. I'll bring along Harry Potter as an example. That'll be fun.

I miss my girlfriend. Ever since she moved to NY, she's so busy...

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So, there's this guy I met last year in a class. About the first thing he told me was "I've got a girlfriend who's currently studying abroad!" and all it earned him was a raised eyebrow from me. "So what?" I thought. Now he's back and with him his girlfriend and *wow* is she cute! hehehe Wouldn't it be weird? Not that this is close to happening, but it made my little writer's brain race. What kind of situation would that be? A guy, having a girlfriend, but liking another girl who happens to be madly in love with his girlfriend! ROFL! That would be such a fun thing to write! *_* But I'm a bit out of time for original stuff lately. Next time I write something original, it has to be this soap I promised My Dear Friend with him in the lead, meeting this dashing 38 year old married man with a child (8) who madly falls in love with him! Ha-hum. He's got it all figured out, doesn't he? But I don't think I could write real people slash, even when asked to! hehehe

Ah, wonderful. The wine is working. I'm no longer mellow. Lalalala....

Oh, and if you ask me: Ricky Martin is gay! hehehe

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Hey babes, me again. If you want to read something good, then look up these two HP fics here: A Different Lesson - Part 1 and Virgin Sacrifice(tm). I really like those. They're at the notorious fanfiction.net. Mine are up there, too, and needless to say, I like them, but it's smut. Mostly. I really wonder when I'll be able to be less descriptive... hmmm...

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Today I gave my presentation on Harry Potter in my Same Sex Desire class. That was a lot of fun. I drew a huge chart with all the possible pairings and the sexual tension between them. They all were so stunned! *g* One girl had to leave the class room though. First I thought she was sick, but then some other girl explained to me that she wanted to read the books and was afraid to get spoiled! LOL. But it was fun. I distributed a nice fic to them I like a lot and I showed some slashy art. I think they all enjoyed themselves immensely ^_^. Tomorrow is my most favorite day... *this is irony*. I can't stand these 4 hours of grammar lecture. Those are mere torture. And even worse, I don't know what to do in those 4 hours between the 2 hours of lecture and the 2 hours of practice! Argh! Talk about sensitive planning of a perfect school day... *sighs* Well...