silversolitaire

Of course this might not apply to anyone else, but to me it certainly was... a revelation. Not that I didn't know that I was gay and loved my gf, but I just realized something yesterday. I stopped at a clothing store, like I do so often, looking at a beautiful combination that I'd never have the guts nor body to wear, and yet I stared in enchantment, because I was imagining my gf wearing it, thinking how good it would look on her and even more, how nice it would be to strip it off her again...

*happy sigh*

I just realized it then. Most of the clothes I look at I imagine for my gf. That way I got her to buy a very pretty negligee, too...

Must be the same thing with the catalogues. I realized this a few years ago. All the clothes I've bought and didn't really like... I realized I but them just because I liked the model! hahahaha

Thank God I know better now...