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[silversolitaire]

I'm dying... oh help, please... I'm dying here. I can't breath. I can't speak. I can't think. I'm so lonely. I'm drowning inside. I want to cry, my eyes are full of tears, but it won't leave my body... I want to hurt me. So badly. But I can't, because there are people around. I want to do something horrible... just to know that...

I'm so lonely! Oh, please help...

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[hildegard.livejournal.com]

the most horrible thing you can do is give in to this feeling.

Oh how I understand you. How many times have I felt live I'm gonna explode because there's so much inside and I just can't let it out. This feeling fills every cell in my body and I just can't breathe. It feels too much and I'm too weak to live thourgh it.

and then it goes. Sometimes, somehow this feeling goes away for a little while. I cut myself a little bit, or I scream and throw things away.

Don't hurt yourself. Don't do it now. if you do so then you migth never come back. you're feeling too much. you'll get carried away and it won't help you; chances are you might cause some serious daage and end up worse than what you are now.

Sadest part is that you have to get over this all alone, with no one's help, with the help of nothing but yourself. that doesn't mean you are alone. What I mean it's such a part of you, such a personal issue you and you alone can handle it properly. I'll be outside waiting for you to come through. These are the moments when you find your strenght.

Thank you...

[silversolitaire.livejournal.com]

This really helped... I'm feeling better now. I mean, I'm still sad, but this want for destruction is gone now...

It's good to know that at least someone is understanding...

*hugs*

[tariana.livejournal.com]

Oh, hon... yikes.

Been there, felt like that, which I know doesn't help to hear... just know that we're here for you!