My gf just called...
Aug. 23rd, 2001 11:53 pmShe's now back in NY and I miss her so much. I still haven't taken away the mug she used this morning... her bed is still unmade... I don't want to go to bed. It will be terrible. I miss her. She was so distant on the phone. Well, not she, but it felt like it... She meowed at me, and I laughed, but my heart was bleeding. I want to see her, here with me, want to see her smile, the way she twists her eyebrow when she put on an Irish accent or how she grins when she imitates Smithers and Burns at once. Want to feel her hands on my face, feel appreciated....
Ah, it makes me sad.
I think I'll try and write a bit now. I need to write the Dante scene. I had lots of dirty ideas, but I'm a bit nervous to use them... heh...
Okay, off now. 2 hours of sleep just won't cut it.
Ah, it makes me sad.
I think I'll try and write a bit now. I need to write the Dante scene. I had lots of dirty ideas, but I'm a bit nervous to use them... heh...
Okay, off now. 2 hours of sleep just won't cut it.
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Date: 2001-08-23 03:11 pm (UTC)