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[silversolitaire]

Went to counseling again today. As always, it was very enlightening. It's true, I am torn. Part of me wants to change things, but the other part wants to remain where I am. It's a vicious circle. All these fears I have, about not being who I am once I got rid of my depression... That's true. Also, how I am so freaked out at the thought of my girlfriend's arrival. I always think people will absord me fully, won't give me room to breathe... Might to always be true.

Well, I have to think about it...