I'm feeling terrible right now...

[silversolitaire]

I was looking forward to roleplaying with kat all week and now for once I've decided to go out and then she gets online... I'm very upset... Apparently she will be gone for a while... and I didn't know. It's all my fault. God, it plunged me right into a depression and it's my fault alone... I'm feeling terrible... terrible... I crave for pain. I need to get a grip. What kind of fool am I... I'm so sick and tired of not being able to control my feelings. I just want to end it all...

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[azurelunatic]

...it sounds silly now, but you know what kept me from killing myself the two times I was dangerously bummed out?

First time, Star Trek Generations was coming out, and I had to survive to see that;

the second time, my high school best friend/current worst enemy was getting married, so I had to go to his wedding -- my evil plot there was to hopefully induce a stroke or heart attack in myself at the appropriate point in the ceremony so as to die of grief at his wedding to That Evil Woman.

Keep on kickin'.

--Azz