Fic Frustration
May. 2nd, 2001 11:03 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I'm feeling very low about my work again. I think it all sucks ass royally. It's a good thing that I decided to dump a couple of old, never finished ones. Takes the load off my shoulders. It's all useless anyway.
I guess I'm just not good enough... my latest stuff sucks ass. I'm losing my skills. Maybe I should give up altogether. Nobody would care anyway... T_T
I guess I'm just not good enough... my latest stuff sucks ass. I'm losing my skills. Maybe I should give up altogether. Nobody would care anyway... T_T
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Date: 2001-05-02 02:27 pm (UTC)Don't you dare stop writing! We all have times where what we're writing sucks, doesn't mean we should stop! (I've written my share, believe you me!)
Just take it easy. I've always found I write much better if I'm relaxed. :)
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Date: 2001-05-02 09:01 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2001-05-02 10:03 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2001-05-02 10:10 pm (UTC)It isn't for the "product" per se, but more for the experience of writing. I don't write so I can have something to wave in the air over my head and yell out "Look what I wrote!" I write because I enjoy writing - there is an energy beyond the physical I channel; it is a drug-free mind trip. If this sounds familiar, then you know the answer to your dilemma: don't worry so much about "quality" that it keeps you from moving on to the next line, the next page, the next chapter...
Yeah, sometimes we gotta put down that unfinished book and move to another - but isn't life the same way? Quit the piss-poor job, make a career change, change your major, dump the signif other because it just isn't working out?
Maybe you just need a vacation... time enough away from "it" so that when you come back you can look at what you've been working on with fresh eyes, see it from another perspective.
Don't throw out your notebooks just yet...
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Date: 2001-05-03 04:08 am (UTC)i would care a *lot* if you just gave up. i'd never know what was going to happen ~_~ that would drive me mad. (madder.)
and i dont think youre losing your skills at all. its like riding a bike, you never forget.. ^_^ keep writing, and it will be good. i promise. even if it isnt good in your eyes, i will love it.
and remember that 13x6 the other night, hm? that was good! youre not losing them! we really should make a real story of that.. LOL
*hugs*
Date: 2001-05-03 12:32 pm (UTC)I'm not the best judge of my own writing. I know this. I'd wager that you aren't the best judge of yours, either; it's a depression thing. Let other people tell you whether you're good or not.
Which you are, btw. :)
And just...write. There are people out there churning out dreck, and you could write better stuff blindfolded, on pain medicines, with a thousand distractions.