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[silversolitaire]

Somehow LJ has become a sad and lonely place. I'm looking at my notify group, the group I made of people that are very special to and I want to be notified when they post. And it hardly ever blinks anymore. When I log on in the morning to read LJ I'm done after 5 mins. People don't post anymore it seems. Everyone's quiet. I'm quiet too. I'm sad, depressed and lonely. There's nothing to look forward to, ever. I can't think of a single thing. And it's so hard to keep in contact with friends. It seems as if I talk to the same people every day, and all the other friends I never see, never log on, never talk to me... I'm so lonely...

Edit: Of course I'm not saying that I never read anybody's entries and those who do post don't count. But my close friends just don't post anymore and that's what's saddening me.