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[silversolitaire]

Sometimes, I just hate my life... I hate feeling suicidal... I hate the thought of just losing the reasons one day of not doing it. Hate how it seems to be so cool and trendy to be happy right now and I read those words and just don't comprehend them. I hate it how it annoys me when someone says "Life's a Game", because it fucking is not and it feels like they were simplifying something that's an endless struggle.

I just hate everything... Go away...

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[greyraven.livejournal.com]

I will not go away.
It is not I receding, but you moving away.

Come back, Silver! (waving wildly) Over here!

[meadowgirl.livejournal.com]

not to bring you down more but i just want to tell you this.....my mom is very ill right now. i know she would give every material possession we all have to be healthy and living. she was/is a very happy vital woman. her lungs are having a hard time keeping up.

life is ALWAYS worth living sweetie. i know you can find at least ONE thing to live for, however meaningless you want it to be.

i know you feel like shit and are bummed....but i still care. =)

xoxo

*hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs* be well and take care silver.....