Feeling semi-accomplished...
Feb. 4th, 2002 09:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
silversolitaireI finished the essay for IC. The VS one is still due. Didn't write any cards. Will do that tomorrow. Hopefully... gah. Studied for IC exam tomorrow. A little. Not much to study. Got my paper subject confirmed. Gonna write on the elimination of female characters in gay drama in order to achieve a community. Yay! Still need an idea for a Forster paper. Bleargh... Good news, I can take my time with the drama paper since the prof will be very busy with his own thesis this spring. Which means I can focus on the more important paper first. Goody!
Tomorrow is the end of term party of VS. Hm... don't really feel like it but I guess I should go. Can't wait for this term to be over...
Last night I must have been high or something. I snatched a bottle of pills from my mom. This stuff my dad gave her to "fight her depression" but in fact just served to make her be less upset about him cheating. *growls* Anyway, there was on lying around on the medicine cabinet, so I snatched it. I'm feeling depressed enough lately anyway. But it's strong stuff. Makes me heady. Maybe I'll continue using it. If it's good, I'll tell my dad I want some, too. Yeah... I'll tell him... whatever. Something.
Oh, I never said that I finished "The Lord Won't Mind". Well, I did. Not sure what to think about it. The end is... Gods, Peter really has absolutely NO pride. But it was very nice in a way. And I can see why Charlie would change that way. At least he realized that he had completely fucked up. C.B. weird story at the end was WAY out there, IMO. Absolutely made no sense. Well, shrug it off as some old woman's babble, I guess. What I liked is how it all kinda worked out in the end, how Walter turned out to be the kind of "relative" that C.B. should have been and how she showed her true face. The last 20 pages or so were simple beautiful. Breath-taking even. Peter said a couple of beautiful things. Gonna type them up eventually...
Tomorrow is the end of term party of VS. Hm... don't really feel like it but I guess I should go. Can't wait for this term to be over...
Last night I must have been high or something. I snatched a bottle of pills from my mom. This stuff my dad gave her to "fight her depression" but in fact just served to make her be less upset about him cheating. *growls* Anyway, there was on lying around on the medicine cabinet, so I snatched it. I'm feeling depressed enough lately anyway. But it's strong stuff. Makes me heady. Maybe I'll continue using it. If it's good, I'll tell my dad I want some, too. Yeah... I'll tell him... whatever. Something.
Oh, I never said that I finished "The Lord Won't Mind". Well, I did. Not sure what to think about it. The end is... Gods, Peter really has absolutely NO pride. But it was very nice in a way. And I can see why Charlie would change that way. At least he realized that he had completely fucked up. C.B. weird story at the end was WAY out there, IMO. Absolutely made no sense. Well, shrug it off as some old woman's babble, I guess. What I liked is how it all kinda worked out in the end, how Walter turned out to be the kind of "relative" that C.B. should have been and how she showed her true face. The last 20 pages or so were simple beautiful. Breath-taking even. Peter said a couple of beautiful things. Gonna type them up eventually...
