I was there 5 years ago.....I just tried it over and over with drinking. Then I found the answer...its in a place were very few people want to go.... It is in your heart, it is buried under self lies, mistrust and pain. Cut through all the BS and exsplore what are your true feeling, what makes you creative, what hurts the most and so on..... Exsplore every basic feeling you have, even if it hurts like hell, then you will start the process of healing.... (just a sugestion, it was meant nice......)
I know this feeling......
Date: 2001-01-17 10:13 pm (UTC)