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Woke up this morning at the usual fucking early time that I've gotten used to during the vacation. Meh... but I slept okay. Now I'm just feeling fat. I want to do more sporty stuff, I feel it. I'm craving to do things and I want to get my body in shape. Thing is, I don't know what I could do. Especially with my knee ;_;. Most of the things I'd be interested in bother my knee too much. I really need to have it fixed. I noticed it during the vacation, too. It really bothers me and I can barely do anything. Before the whole knee thing happened I would have ran up and down the rocks when we were walking along that river. I would have jumped on them and over them. Now I need someone to lend me their arm so that I can just step over them because I can't use my right knee at all. I feel like a geezer T_T. And as expected I've put on weight during the vacation. No wonder, with all the pizza and stuff. Mew... I really wish I knew a way to work-out and diet nicely. I want to lose more weight.

I've kept a journal everyday. For Tom. To share my experiences with him, but also to record what I've been doing. Didn't want to forget it all. I had originally planned on posting it to LJ, too, but now I'm no longer sure if I want to. For one, it's mine, isn't it? And then, who else would care. So, I'm probably going to post it private or something. Although, I do want some people to read it, just out of convenience, so I don't have to tell everything XD. Hm... *debates* What to do...

YIKES!

I seem to have signed up for NaNoWriMo again! *panics* I hadn't decided yet whether I wanted to participate again or not, but then I got this mail which said my account was going to be deleted unless I clicked that link. Being a vain wretch I clicked it of course and then it said "Thanks for signing up for NaNoWriMo 2003!" >_<

I don't know. Do I want to go through it again? It sure was stressful, especially with all the papers I had to write and I have to do them now as well. But on the other hand, it was really fullfilling to be writing so much and to actually be producing things. Even though nothing really came from it. I dislike what I wrote last year and I don't know how to fix it. I am currently working on a new book, planning it and all, but I want it to be a nice project and not waste it on NaNo. Because I know that anything I'll write I'll most likely despise because it'll be rushed and uninspired. Or shall I just plan it carefully and make sure it'll be nice? *sighs* Another thing I'm unsure of.

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I seem to have acquired a medical condition while I was on my vacation (no details!). So I called my doc now to get an emergency appointment because it's really bothering me, only to hear that the doc isn't in for another two weeks >_