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Urgh... drug rehabilitation isn't fun. Okay, it's not really a drug, but it's an addiction and I'm trying to get off it and it's ... not fun. I can't sleep, I can't breathe, I feel horrible, but I need to stop using it. This is the... I don't know... 10th time or so I've gotten addicted to zylometazoline and now I need to get through withdrawal once again and I bet my ass once I went through this annoying and painful process of sleeplessness and general suckiness again I'll get a cold and will need it again >_<.

*pouts*

This is exactly why I'll never take any drug that can cause addiction. Because I'm very prone to addiction and if this already is hard then God, I don't know how it is for me to get off heroine or something >_<.