Strange dreams are haunting me...

It's so crazy. I have the strangest dreams, every night... I no longer bother to write them down or mention them since they're just too weird. The night before last night I dreamt I was having sex with Frodo in a mountain hut and then mobsters broke into the hut and beat up my cat! O.o And last night I was part of some exploration group. It was all in the past, like... early 1900 or so. I shared a room with a guy who wrote comics (it was the comedian I had seen on TV the night before) and we shared a bed, but there was another woman who kept crawling in our bed. And at some point we had to leave in panic. Somebody followed us, but I can't remember who...

And then after I woke up I had one of my ever so popular carnage dreams... It was two goths taking apart a fresh dead body... in a really disgusting way. And the female goth kept leaning down, putting her face in the tub where the corpse was lying in, drinking the blood greedily. And then the male goth shot the corpse in the head and then threw around the stuff. And then the male goth started throwing up the blood he had consumed before... T_T It was really disgusting....

*sighs* I don't know if I should be happy or bothered that I remember my dreams all the time...

O.O;;;;;

Well... isn't that a nice mail to find in your inbox...

From: [snip]
To: snapeslash@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Friday, October 18, 2002 7:05 PM
Subject: [snapeslash] aorry

was planning new chap of recoolllection. too drunk to do it now. sorry!

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Uhm ooooooookay!

Who am I?

Most people I saw on LJ got this, but still... I feel like it fits me.





I'm exceptionally artistic!

Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.


Fair enough. Perhaps they haven't. But now that you know, you must become one with your inner self.

Virtues: You look for immense creativity and individuality in people, including yourself. You're not happy with anything less than brilliant, and you focus on being expressive. You value energy, liveliness, and upbeat personalities, but you're not supportive of moodiness when you yourself can be unreliably moody. Seeking activity, you like the bustle of business but need the secluded atmosphere of a studio or private corner.

Aspirations: You feel the need to express your talents, whether it be through writing, drawing, singing, dancing, composing, performing, or photographing. While you strive to ever improve your work, you want to display it as soon as possible when your impatience kicks in. You want to be a prodigy but you might not have the means right at your fingertips. Trust me, do NOT move to New York to do it. Yeesh!

[up to here I totally agree.]

Quirks: Conformists bother you because of their lack of individuality. You're often late or unreliable. You're showy and refuse to share the spotlight. You only tell little white lies. You worm your way into the hearts of others, but be careful; some people despise the show-offs.

[this isn't me at all. I am reliable and I hate being in the spotlight and I don't beg for attention or other people's affection. I'm not a show-off. However, I do hate conformists and I tend to white lie a lot...]

Factors: Surround yourself with activity and you'll always have material to work with. Involve friends and family in your projects so they don't feel like envious outsiders.

[hmm... now there's a thought...]

Future: Show business or not, you'll settle down happily if you're among those who appreciate your natural talents and desire to perform. Don't stay in one place too long, and don't be too hasty in defining your relationships. Who are you to judge what only time will tell?

[*smiles* I already learnt that lesson myself and I think I've made a good choice.]

*giggles*

It's funny. For some strange reason that I could never really fathom the most annoying creature of Harry Potter botherdom marvolo had me on her friends list, even added me back when she moved from her previous LJ. For months I had a great source of amusement watching her childish outbursts of random meanness, bitchfights, butchering of the German language, posts of godawful writing ("but she knows that he knows what it is...") and other random hilarities. After having filtered out her posts most of the time, never really bothering to socialize with this person I now am removed from her list. Thank God. So I removed her right back without having to fear to step on anyone's toes, thus attracting the attention of the Fandom Sheep (tm) around the Fearrrless Leaderrr who might have tried to make my life living hell. Never mind the fact that I don't pay much attention to the HP fandom and mainly stay out of it.

So, I was a happy chicken. Then I noticed that my LJ client hadn't saved my previous friends list adjustment, so I still had her on my list. And I noticed that her post had a long tail of Baabaas attached to it. I just had to check it out. Ah, what fun. And the thing that amused me the most was her explanation for booting people off her friends list: "In a similar vein, I've defriended a bunch of you. Deep sentiments, you're no longer interesting, have a complimentary tissue and get the fuck out of my life. <3!!!!" Ah, this is just too funny! *giggles* I'm gonna miss her... not.

*dances*

I love this song... It's so inspiring. I'm feeling full of love right now. For my darling Tom, my Sabby, Fleur, Sherlock, my family... I'm also feeling inspired to write... I haven't felt that for a long time. So much happening in my life... It's strange. When I was riding the train I suddenly realized something. X would have been one of the few people IRL who would have understood what I do, who I am, what I write... and yet he was one of the many I didn't tell. What a grave mistake... He would have loved it, I know. *sighs*

BUT, I won't let that get me down. I'm feeling good, oh yes. Tom's posting my MP3 player. Woohoo! Ordered a sleek machine at amazon. It's not available around here. He's going to send it to me. W00t. Can't wait.

Been playing Mario 64 a lot lately. It doesn't give me that move of a headache anymore. At least not the 3D images. The game itself however does! *curses at the desert map* But it's fun! Can't wait for my Mario Party 3 to arrive. I wanna meet my Waluigi again! *huggles him* I shall cream my bro and dad! WAHAHAHAHAHA! (<-- Waluigi-styled cackle). I rulez!!!!!!1111 LOL

*stretches* I should work on my outline for the NaNoWriMo a bit. And write that journal entry for the Nature Writing class. EEEEEK! And I need to write that essay for AAW! It's due on Tuesday! *runs around screaming* Uhm... well, that can wait... a wee bit...