Aug. 28th, 2002

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I wish I didn't feel so bitter about her.
I wish I didn't care about her at all.
I wish I wouldn't hate her so much every time she opens her mouth.
I wish I wouldn't feel the need to destroy everything she ever loved when I think about her.

I wish I could just erase her from my past.

*snarls*

Aug. 28th, 2002 01:18 pm
silversolitaire: (pissed)
ONCE, just ONCE!!! I just want to be able to sleep one whole night through without:
  • the kids next door screaming the house down

  • the police driving past my house for 2 hours, making blaring announcement

  • some moron from work calling me up at 8 AM with questions like "And then I just press "Okay"???"

  • terrible pain in some part of my body keeping me away

  • strange dreams and nightmares waking me up.

Just fucking ONCE!!!!

I don't get it! What the fuck is so complicated in refreshing a website and copying and pasting a link? Why does the secretary almost have to start crying because of the terrible strain on her sensitive persona when I'm giving her a nice and clear step-by-step instruction? Why???

Why do I even wonder why my hair is falling out? GAH!!!!!

Furry?

Aug. 28th, 2002 01:37 pm
silversolitaire: (LOL)
Equine, Bovine, Cervine



You're a hoofer! You tend to be warm, sensitive, and creative...which some people see as soft, meek, and flighty. You like hanging with others, but crowds make you skittish--and then sometimes, you just need to run free, away from everyone else. Your instincts and emotions tend to run the show, usually because your brain lives on another planet. Even so, you aren't prone to outbursts; you tend to internalize destructive emotions and share productive ones. You can be really shy...until your close friends coax you out of your shell. Herd pressure, you know.

Variations
Typical: Horse
Creative: Unicorn
Independent: Pegasus
Sensual: Zebra
Traditional: Centaur
Reserved: Minotaur
Proud: Deer
Friendly: Moose

Well, I know for sure I'm not a hoofer *spits*, but I like the description, so I posted it. They don't have any felines to begin with! Wait... all of them are hoofers! o_O Oooooh! Those ARE the variations. So... I'm a hoofer and I could be Minotaurus, Unicorn, blablabla... okay... But still, I'm not a hoofer... *pouts*

*hacks into it for the other options*

Lions, Tigers, and Tabbies, oh my



You're a feline! You're self-confident, but it's not like you didn't know that already, right? You're comfortable being in charge if you have to be, but you prefer to sit back and let someone else handle things. However, there is that nasty controlling streak that gets the better of you at times... Others might think of you as aloof and distant, but when you find something or someone you like, you'll be purring like the happy kitten you are at heart. You ole softie.

Variations
Leaderly: Lion
Lazy: Tiger
Shy: Cougar, Puma
Active: Panther
Social: Domestic Cat

Canids, Canids, Everywhere...



You're a wolf! Wolves come in all shapes, colors, and sizes, but they all have in common that they are fairly balanced individuals. You have your good days and bad days, but in general life goes on. Chances are you're not overly flashy nor too subdued. You manage things with a sort of simple class and are probably talented in whatever you set your mind on. Wolves are a very common type in the Furry world, so that means you're a bit generic...but being part of a group doesn't bother you, and you're quite okay alone as well.

Variations
Loner: Coyote
Creative: Dingo
Sporty: Hyena
Shy: Folf
Original: Domesticated Dog

Rabbits, Rats, Roos, Raccoons, Meeses...



You're a small mammal! You're shy. Or maybe not. Who knows? One thing is for certain: You're definitely a mystery to those around you. You neither put your thoughts forward nor make your feelings known. Still, people tend to like you even though they can't figure you out. If you do make yourself known to people, chances are they think you're smart and quite coy. You have a soothing effect on those around you, although some people may find your reserved demeanor disturbing. You like being alone best, although people don't bother you, since you're good at tuning out distractions.

Variations
Nice: Rabbit
Naughty: Rat
Active: Squirrel, Chipmunk
Clever: Raccoon
Social: Mouse
Trendy: Kangaroo
Shy: Bat
Crazy: Jackalope

Vixens and Todds



You're a fox! You live up to your name by being very sly and intelligent. Brainy even. You like crowds and aren't that comfortable being alone. That doesn't mean you're looking for a constant companion or mate, though; you prefer the excitement of meeting new people. Unfortunately, your active social life leads some people to call foxes the "sluts of Furry." But hey, that's okay, there's always someone else who might think different. You like to live in the now and are in on all the latest fads; you don't just live on the cutting edge, you are the cutting edge....and maybe sometimes too sharp for your own good.

Variations
Female: Vixen
Refined: Kitsune
Sensitive: Folf

Dolphins, Orcas, and Otters



You're an aquatic! You're one smooth operator. You tend to be popular and trendy, even if that's not important to you. You're smart, too, with quite a lot of both know-how and plain ole common sense. You like being with people, even in a relathionship, but long-term things aren't your style. Like the water you come from, you need to keep with the flow...staying one way too long makes you feel stagnant. Just make sure you flow from change to change smoothly, you rogue, you.

Variations
Sensual: Dolphin
Caring: Orca
Playful: Otter

Dragons, Dinos, Reptiles, & Avians



You're a scalie/avian! (Strange pairing, yeah, but after all, birds evolved from reptiles!) You're quite intelligent and often logical...which is interpreted by some people as cold and calculating. However, your logic pales in comparison to your emotional side. You're not that energetic, but woe to the one that strikes your ire--you can pack quite a nasty bite. You aren't at your best in a crowd, and you probably don't have that many close friends either...probably because of the fact that behind the facade of your dual icy/firy exterior...you're a little shy and insecure.

Variations
Moody: Dragon
Friendly: Dinosaur
Creative: Lizard
Sensual: Snake
Perky: Gryphon, Hippogriff
Proud: Bird of Prey (Falcon, Eagle, etc.)

The Bear Necessities



You're an ursine! You're a natural-born leader, but that doesn't mean you're headstrong or in the limelight; rather, you have a knack for being the voice of reason and serenity, and people often turn to you for comfort and guidance. Your compassionate nature, however, can annoy some people, especially if they want you to pay attention to them. You may also annoy those who want you to turn up the heat... but that thick bear fur gets a bit stuffy when you get all passionate, right? A good, noncommital bearhug might be more your style...after all, being tied down makes it hard to help everyone.

Variations
Sensual: Polar Bear
Social: Koala
Careful: Panda

That's all! *feels accomplished*

silversolitaire: (shocked)
But since I have to be grateful that the therapist has room for me at all I shouldn't complain. But it's really annoying to be on call all the time. Anyway, next appointment is on 3:20. Less than an hour. WAAAAAH! *watches hairs fall out again*

Oh well... at least my paper is somewhat nearing its end... the book is done now and I already have almost too much written pages. That's a good thing. I did a lot on my own and analyzed a lot. That's a good thing. I didn't quote many other sources. That's a bad thing. But what can I do? Most articles I read are just general blabla about Carver and don't really refer to my particular question. *pouts*

Which makes me think... I probably need to work more on answering the question. To me it's crystal clear but I think I need to bring my point across more clearly. *thinks* Okay... maybe that should be another chapter...

*sighs*

*another hair slowly sinks to the ground*

Meow...

Aug. 28th, 2002 05:25 pm
silversolitaire: (sad)
I wonder where Tom is... T_T

Hmmmm...

Aug. 28th, 2002 06:07 pm
silversolitaire: (hmmm)
My bro made his famous Fanta cake. Yummy... *licks fingers*

Still missing Tom... T_T

Mailed a friend I haven't talked to for a year now or so. Or... tried to. The first mail I sent was returned to sender. I wonder where she is... I miss her.

T_T

Aug. 28th, 2002 10:23 pm
silversolitaire: (crushed)
I'm so worried... Tom hasn't been on all day... He said he'd go on dial-up next time his DSL flunks out... T_T

I want my Tom... I'm sick with worry. My stomach hurts and I'm sick... T_T

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