Watching football...

Germany vs. USA... somehow, this amuses me. Hm, the USians are really good... o.o I'm surprised. I remember, a few days ago an American said on TV "Good thing we Americans aren't really interested in soccer. Otherwise, we'd blow you all away." I guess that's true o.o. If they really put their heart into it, they could become very good.

In other news, I feel like a whale... I checked my weight this morning. Good Lord... I feel like taking desperate measures... I just don't have any discipline... *whimpers*

It's so fucking hot... ~:-/

O.O;;;;

OMG! There was a terrible storm! It just came out of nowhere, raining buckets. And the wind was so strong that it made the trees bend, three of which broke under the assault. Sherlock was caught in between, sitting in the pavillion and meowing scaredly. I ran outside to rescue him and a flying branch hit me! >_< When Sherlock was safely inside the house, I ran outside once more to rescue the wind wheels. Before I could grab it, it hit against my hand hard. T_T Now it's all bruised and swollen... *whimpers*

A moment later, it was all gone and now the sun is out again. Weird... We spent 20 mins. or so clearing the garden from all the torn of leaves and twigs and trying to save the walnut tree which was knocked over but still in one piece.

Gah... I really could do without that adrenaline rush... @_@

meow...

X's dad just called. So it's confirmed... the funeral is on Monday at 1:30... I know I have to go, but I don't much enjoy the fact that I do... *sighs* I will probably cry a lot. Also... I know it's silly, but I somehow don't want to meet his other friends. Like Martin. I can't explain it, but the more I talked to him on the phone on Tuesday, the less I could stand him any longer. And he used to be a really good friend of mine. What happened?

*sighs*

Another very silly thought is that I'm embarassed to show myself, since I feel like a whale right now... I know I'm silly. Oh well... gess I gotta get through it somehow.