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My cough is bad again... x_x I hate it... I don't want to go to work again. But I have to... and then I'll have to accept the job offer, even though I hate it... T_T But I need the money. Now I'm gonna work longer even... ack... a job I hate... man.

Not feeling good right now. Kinda remorseful and sad. I want to draw, but for the love of me, I can't concentrate. Breeding Legolas bunnies by a dozen, too. Argh...

I just want to die...

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not feeling too well. zoned out. talking about suicide again. bad time... not making sense. blue stuff... burns. bad idea and yet so sweet...

gonna go now...

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Okay.... back to my flat. Ah well. I have a strong urge to clean up. Where did that come from? On the other hand, I'd better not handle chemicals right now... So I might just wipe away the dust and toss away all those bits and pieces of paper that have accumulated here.

Next week's my turn for my talk on Angels in America. I could have KILLED this idiot who's with me in class. He's a total loser, never participates, always talks crap, and he realized that he still needs to do a presentation and now he wants to "join mine". My ass. Fuck yourself, idiot. I will not let him join my presentation. I refuse to teamwork with him. No fucking way.

Hungry... gonna read my email now. Might be back later.

Why not... since everyone's having them...

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