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I'm so lonely, lone-lone-lone-lone-lonely...

*sighs*

I feel cold, inside and outside.

Talking to my Chinese friend right now. Made him addicted to Ville! hehehe... He thinks he's beautiful! Yay! Of course he had to like Ville, since he likes Gackt, too! ^_^

*sighs*

Still feeling distraught... guess I should try and find some sleep... need to get up early-ish tomorrow. Fuck... Stupid winter tires.

Spent an hour looking at the Gorillaz homepage. Yeah... once more. Screencaptured the character sheets. Maybe this will inspired me. I had an idea today in the car, but after the whole mess with Vincent it kinda got lost... *sighs*

I'm pissed off!

My mom made me get up at 9:30 so I could have my tires changed, but when I then came down, tired and groggy, she told me that the guy who's supposed to do that called and said 1 would be better! ARRRRRGH!!!! Couldn't she have TOLD me then? I mean, before I had brushed my teeth, washed my face, done my hair, gotten dressed and come downstairs? FUCK DAMMIT! I am SO tired and my head hurts like hell! And now I have to sit around for 4 hours, at 9 AM, the time that I hate the most, with nothing to do.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK !!!!!

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It'll cost $200 to have the display fixed... that's my monthly salary. Minus the money I still owe my parents that makes two months where I won't have a dime. Given that fact that I had planned on going to New York in spring kinda makes my life look very bleak...

I hate my life. I honestly just hate my life right now. Whenever there's something I even remotely enjoy, it's taken away from me. I've reached the point where I'm convinced that bad luck and evil thoughts are following me and it's best for everyone to stay far, far away from me.

I am a bad person and the bad things I deserve are now happening to me. It's a decision by fate.

Hm...

My dad said he was going to pay at least a bit of the costs for having the display fixed. Looks like he's a nice guy after all...

I'll only eat very cheap food all month. That way I can save money. I get some money from my parents for food. I'll just use that very thriftily. It has to work out somehow...

Waiting...

... to tape the Gorillaz acceptance speech. *taps toes* I hope it'll be on before I have to leave. I wannit! Now!

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Dude, what's Gavin wearing? How weird... o_O

*growls*

What really sucks about the EMA is that many of the OH so big stars don't bother to come to Europe! That really annoys me! Why do they shove an award up their asses if they don't even bother to come here? I mean, yeah, it's only Europe, it's not the American market! So why bother, eh?

Grrrrrrrrrrr...

Oh of COURSE!

My dad had to call JUST when the acceptance speech was on!!! >_< Good thing I taped it... hmpf. Gonna watch it later. Now I'm taping the Rammstein performance. After that, I have to go have my tires changed. Then I can watch it.

*growls*

Gorillaz acceptance speech?

Anyway, anyone want a transcript? Of the Gorillaz acceptance speech? That's pretty much all I can do... I wish I knew how to make mpgs, but I don't... T_T I make an mp3 of it, of course... hmmm...

Well gotta go...

Open letter

Dear Life,

I have gotten the hint. You hate me. No big deal, I hate you too. But will you PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE stop harassing me like that? I'm sick and tired of every fucking thing going wrong. I. GOT. THE. HINT! You can stop now! What do you want me to do, kill myself? Will you stop then? What do I fucking have to do?????? I am fed up with it! I DON'T WANT ANYMORE!!!! STOP!!!!

I refuse to leave the house for the rest of the weekend.

Sincerely,
nobody

YAY! Gorillaz news!

I just heard that there will be a Gorillaz movie next year and the new album will also be the soundtrack! Wai! Can't wait! *_*

Now I have all available Gorillaz video clips downloaded. Very nice. Now I can rewatch it again and again... *happy sigh*

*blinks*

I wrote some Gorillaz slash...

Weird...

I'm ashamed to admit that looking at a Ferrari arouses me sexually... uhm, yeah...

*continues munching her tofu wieners* So I am weird. Got a problem with that?

*moans lustily*

mmmmmmmh....



Oooooh, yellow...



*groans* From behind...



*squeals* silver!!!! Oh Goooooood, yes....



Black... aaaaaaah, oh YES YES YES!!!!!!



*sighs, puts on a cigarette*

Phew... that was good...

Oh Rox?

I really like They Might Be Giants! *_* In a way, it's on your account! hehehe, I mean I always liked the opening of Malcolm in the Middle, then I realized that it was TMBG, then I remembered that you liked them so much and that's why I thought it was worth checking out. Along with your most treasured suggestions I managed to compile myself quite a nice playlist!

Thank you muchly!

Eeeeebah!

Binding Lager tastes awful! Meesa not like it! >_<

*sings along with the song* Having a party with myself...