lyrics...

That's Garrett's song. I love it...

I stand alone
from Quest for Camelot

I know the sound of each rock and stone
And I embrace what others fear
You are not to roam in this forgotten place
Just the likes of me are welcome here

Everything breathes and I know each breath
For me it means life for others it's death
It's perfectly balanced, perfectly planned
More than enough for this man

Like every tree stands on its own
Reaching for the sky I stand alone
I share my world with no one else
All by myself. I stand alone

I've seen your world with these very eyes
Don't come any closer! Don't even try
I've felt all the pain and heard all the lies
But in my world there's no compromise

Like every tree stands on its own
Reaching for the sky I stand alone
I share my world with no one else
All by myself. I stand alone

All by myself. I stand alone

Crying again...

Just saw footages of people looking for missing persons, crying, being so sad... Gods, this kills me. I'm so sad now, too... *sniffs*

The thing is... just think! If you were to travel back in time, Tuesday morning, and you jump to the phone and tell the people in the WTC to get the fuck out of there and tell the Airforce about the approaching planes, would anyone take you seriously? No... they'd think it's a prank call, they'd laugh at you...

It's depressing...

I wish there's more I could do. I just saw these pictures and I wanted to hug them, all of them, and tell them my heart is with them and that they'll make it, somehow... even if it hurts.

What bothers me is that they all whip out the flag. Stuff like that always jarrs me... can't tell why. I don't like patriotism... political patriotism. Freaks me out. Cultural patriotism is fine with me. You can be proud of your heritage, your countries cultural goods, your history... that's wonderful. But please... don't get political. So many terrible things have happened when people get too political...

*scratches head in confusion*

Ooookay... I must be imagining things. I thought I read on my friends page that someone has been worried about me and I've been doing this to her already a couple of times before and I wanted to ask why. But I'll be darned, I can't find the entry anymore! T_T

(no subject)

Found the entry! It was Amy! ^___^

*huggles*

excluded...

Okay, so I am a stupid bitch. So what? I'm still miffed that my girlfriend didn't mail me... *pouts* Last night, I'm on, waiting for her to maybe log on. Not really expecting it. Her sister comes online and we chat for a bit. Suddenly she says she has to go now since her sister (my girlfriend!!) came home, all shaky, because there has been a bomb threat at Grand Central.

Excuse me? I am her *girl friend*, maybe I would have liked to talk to her! I am worried, too! Sheesh... she didn't even consider. I'm sure she didn't even tell her I was on... And I sorta expected her to mail me. And she didn't... now I feel excluded.... T_T

Eh?

My post count doesn't seem to change! Fuck... something's screwed! x_x

Okay, some people might think it's silly, since they already broke that mark months ago. Well, I didn't. Yet I am determined to break the 1000 posts mark by the time my LJ turns one. Can this be done? I hoped so! But somehow, the post count acts up on me! Waaaaaaaah! No fair!

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh!

Ladies and Germs, I now haaaaaaave...

DSL and wireless LAN! This is SOOOOOOOO cool! Man! I'm fast as hell and I can be online at the same time with my bro (which means we don't have to fight over the plug anymore! muahahahaaaa) and I can be about anywhere in the house with my trusty notebook without having to bother about the cable! YAY!!! *_*

Another Weeeeeeeeeeeeeh!

Got a cell phone now! So, if anyone wants to page me, let me know and I'll make sure you get my number! ^_^ That way you can always send me SMS via ICQ or so! ^_____^ Like, when you want me to get online or so! ^_~

*Silver happy*

*eyes DSL suspiciously*

I never know when it connects to the internet... that's kinda weird... I mean, how do I know if I'm online or not? It doesn't tell me! ó_ò

I need my flatrate back... this is annoying.

I [heart] my DSL...

I've dled 30 megs of MP3s already! Sweet! *_*

Hmmmm...

I really should work on that sketch... now, if I only knew if my gf will be logging on any time soon. *taps toes*

More lyrics

One of my most favorite songs...

It's a Hard Life
Queen

I don't want my freedom
There's no reason for living with a broken heart

This is a tricky situation
I've only got myself to blame
It's just a simple fact of life
It can happen to any one

You win - you lose
It's a chance you have to take with love
Oh yeah - I fell in love
But now you say it's over and I'm falling apart

Yeah yeah
It's a hard life
To be true lovers together
To love and live forever in each others hearts
It's a long hard fight
To learn to care for each other
To trust in one another right from the start
When you're in love

I try and mend the broken pieces
Ooh, I try to fight back the tears
Ooh, they say it's just a state of mind
But it happens to everyone

How it hurts (yeah) - deep inside (oh yeah)
When your love has cut you down to size
This life is tough - on your own
Now I'm waiting for something to fall from the skies
I'm waiting for love

Yes it's a hard life
Two lovers together
To love and live forever in each others hearts
It's a long hard fight
To learn to care for each other
To trust in one another - right from the start
When you're in love

Yes it's a hard life
In a world that's filled with sorrow
There are people searching for love in every way
It's a long hard fight
But I'll always live for tomorrow
I'll look back at myself and say I did it for love (ooh)
Yes I did it for love - for love - oh I did it for love