silversolitaire

Sep. 12th, 2001

Girlfriend is fine.

Good.

Still hardly slept...

How weird... my bro just poured some tea into his mug that he got from my girlfriend. It shows the NYC skyline. We both stared at it and he just said "Shit..." and I was all teary again...

I just can't believe it...

I'm so glad that my girlfriend is okay... Gods, I love her so much... I wouldn't have made it without her. But still... I'm not all happy and cheery now. I'm still as down as before. There's only one terrible weight less on my chest.

All those people.... I'll never understand...

Current Mood: depressed

My throat hurts, my head hurts, I've got a cough, temperature, I'm sneezing... ALRIGHT! Things are getting shitty here... Whoops! They're *staying* shitty, I mean. Gah...