Just thinking...
May. 20th, 2001 01:39 am...how good I'm feeling lately. It's nice... I mean, I'm not feeling mega-good, that's a feeling I have still lost somewhere. But I'm enjoying my days. That's really good. I'm writing, I'm drawing... very good. There used to be a time when I was very happy. When I had a heart full of joy. You know? When you breathe in the air and feel your heart swell with joy... I haven't felt like that for ages. But I remember it. I remember how it was to have a laugh in your throat, just because life is wonderful and it comes out of your throat and floats away like a bird. Does that make sense? But it's how I always felt. Well, now I no longer do. But I hope the feeling comes back one day. I'm taking pills that balance me a bit. It's good to have that burden off your shoulders. Speaking of pills, forgot to take them today. *dashes off*