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Dec. 18th, 2000
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Dec. 18th, 2000 11:45 pmOkay, got drunk, still aggravated about JK, but taking it with strength now. I hope she's happy.... ack... I know she only need the right girl!
What am I saying?? I love my girlfriend a lot! I just wish JK was a sister...
My dad got me a Bear in the Big Blue House. Or so. Never know where to put the adjectives. It's sooo cute. I love it. He made me promise to take it with me to NY and I will! It'll be my lucky charm. I can use it!
Right now I'm a bit mellow... I wish I could take a walk. Barefoot. But I can't. It's way too cold out there. Ack... I need the grass underneath my feet again, the smell of the cold night air, the gentle touch of the moonlight... I'm craving for it. Stupid winter. Usually I like the snow. I like it how it drowns out every sound.
I had an idea for another book today. Now I must have at least 5 ideas for books. When will I ever get to write them? I always think: I must not die too soon. There's way too much that has to be written.
But how can I ever let it out? I wonder...
Can't wait to go to NY.
Start spreadin' the news... I'm leaving on Friday... I want to be a part of it - NEW YORK, NEW YORK!!! I want to wake up in the city that never sleeps--- to find I'm Queen of the Hill.... HAH, top of the heap...
lalalalala
Oh, don't mind me. I love showtunes. I'm seriously pondering writing a letter to Michael Feinstein. He's playing at the Regency in NY. I won't be able to afford a ticket for him :-(. Not by a long shot. But I could walk past the place and drop a letter to him. If I'm lucky they'll hand it over to him. I could tell him how much I adore his music and his skills and that it's just getting better and better as the years proceed.
Yes... I might do that...
What am I saying?? I love my girlfriend a lot! I just wish JK was a sister...
My dad got me a Bear in the Big Blue House. Or so. Never know where to put the adjectives. It's sooo cute. I love it. He made me promise to take it with me to NY and I will! It'll be my lucky charm. I can use it!
Right now I'm a bit mellow... I wish I could take a walk. Barefoot. But I can't. It's way too cold out there. Ack... I need the grass underneath my feet again, the smell of the cold night air, the gentle touch of the moonlight... I'm craving for it. Stupid winter. Usually I like the snow. I like it how it drowns out every sound.
I had an idea for another book today. Now I must have at least 5 ideas for books. When will I ever get to write them? I always think: I must not die too soon. There's way too much that has to be written.
But how can I ever let it out? I wonder...
Can't wait to go to NY.
Start spreadin' the news... I'm leaving on Friday... I want to be a part of it - NEW YORK, NEW YORK!!! I want to wake up in the city that never sleeps--- to find I'm Queen of the Hill.... HAH, top of the heap...
lalalalala
Oh, don't mind me. I love showtunes. I'm seriously pondering writing a letter to Michael Feinstein. He's playing at the Regency in NY. I won't be able to afford a ticket for him :-(. Not by a long shot. But I could walk past the place and drop a letter to him. If I'm lucky they'll hand it over to him. I could tell him how much I adore his music and his skills and that it's just getting better and better as the years proceed.
Yes... I might do that...
