I'm on the Road! *_*

I'll be seeing "The Road to El Dorado" soon! I'm so looking forward to it! Ever since I bought the American DVD to Galaxy Quest with the sneak preview of it. I know I'll love this movie so much. I'm going to watch it at least three times! Yes-siree! I love the animation and the voices and the humor and everything! *_*

I know that I should have become an animator. I still regret it... I wanted to be an artist at Disney's... but I never had the guts to pursuit my dreams. And now it is too late... *sniffs*. But well, I can dream, can't I?

You can say what you want to, I'll always think that Tulio and Miguel are lovers. Even though Tulio fools around with that chick, it's obvious that Miguel is madly in love with Tulio. They've been together for many years! And then the songs in the background. The slashiest songs I ever heard and are they when Tulio is kissing that chick? NO! They are there when Tulio and Miguel are fighting! Yeah! They love each other, face it!

Someday out of the blue, maybe years from now, on a crowded street I'll turn and I'll see you as if our love was new. Someday we can start again, someday soon...

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Raging, raging jealousy...

I never thought I was jealous! I can't believe it... but I am. She's paying me back, I'm sure... Gods, I get so angry when I think of it. And there's nothing I can do about it! I don't want her to dance with some stupid chick in some gay bar! I don't want this bitch to touch my girlfriend and stick her tongue at her and rub her body against hers!!! I'm going crazy just to think of it! ARGH DAMMIT!!!

I'm sure she doesn't like it that I'm working with another co-writer. But what can I do? My girlfriend and I, we are the perfect match in every way, but we just don't work well together when it comes to writing. We just have different interests. And I think she resents this.... I'm trying, I really am. But when he has an idea, it immediately illuminates a whole string of ideas in my head. My girlfriend's ideas are brilliant and I love them, but I just don't know what to say about it. It's just her thing. She's the professional writer here.

I usually don't tell her about him, because I know she's jealous and it's really nothing to worry about. I love her like no other. But I thought it would be only fair to include her in what I'm doing. And now this! ARGHHHHH!!!

I'll kill that bitch, if she gets near my girlfriend again!!!!!

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Okay... now that I've calmed down a little... I think it's my own problem. I don't know, am I jealous of her and other women or of her having fun? I suspect it's the latter. I was just pissed that she got to dance until three and I didn't. My bad. I have to work on that. *sighs*

It's the women. It's always the women. I don't give a toss about my men cheating on me, but I get protective as hell about my women.