I'm giving up!
Aug. 18th, 2001 07:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
silversolitaireEvery time I log into ICQ, nobody's on. Looks like people have decided not to talk to me anymore. Whatever.
I'm seriously contemplating moving. My gf is right. I shouldn't be wasting my time here. Maybe a change of scene would be good for me... but what do I do about the therapy then? Hm... I might take gay and lesbian studies. I would like that very much.
Had a very long and serious talk with gf. Now she pretty much knows everything there is to know about me. I'm still feeling kinda stupid about it and I think she was hurt at the fact that I kept it from her for such a long time, but in the end it was a good thing to tell her. Now we can go from there. Gonna show her my homepage in a minute.
Speaking of homepage, slashcity just keeps ignoring me! *sniffs* I will never be able to update my homepage again! bwaaaahahahaaaa... *sobs*
Went out clubbing yesterday. That was loads of fun. It's actually nice to go to a gay club when you've got someone to club with. Yes-siree. We danced the night away. There were mostly men on the dancefloor, given the fact that it was a male gay club (hehehe), actually, we were the only female couple for the longest time. It was really fun. At the end, my darling went up to the pole and danced for a bit and I could see the girls and guys present looking at her full of admiration... I felt so proud. She was so pretty. When we left, the bouncer said to us "See you next week!" hahaha
Parents are having a party. I'm waiting for the food to be ready. Hungry as hell. I'll keep myself busy with the punch and cocktails. I think we'll be watching Chasing Amy later on.
I miss writing a bit... I've almost finished the next part of Son of the Dark, but I've got no one to beta it and I'm feeling so insecure about it. So I guess I won't be putting it out for a while... *sighs*
I'm seriously contemplating moving. My gf is right. I shouldn't be wasting my time here. Maybe a change of scene would be good for me... but what do I do about the therapy then? Hm... I might take gay and lesbian studies. I would like that very much.
Had a very long and serious talk with gf. Now she pretty much knows everything there is to know about me. I'm still feeling kinda stupid about it and I think she was hurt at the fact that I kept it from her for such a long time, but in the end it was a good thing to tell her. Now we can go from there. Gonna show her my homepage in a minute.
Speaking of homepage, slashcity just keeps ignoring me! *sniffs* I will never be able to update my homepage again! bwaaaahahahaaaa... *sobs*
Went out clubbing yesterday. That was loads of fun. It's actually nice to go to a gay club when you've got someone to club with. Yes-siree. We danced the night away. There were mostly men on the dancefloor, given the fact that it was a male gay club (hehehe), actually, we were the only female couple for the longest time. It was really fun. At the end, my darling went up to the pole and danced for a bit and I could see the girls and guys present looking at her full of admiration... I felt so proud. She was so pretty. When we left, the bouncer said to us "See you next week!" hahaha
Parents are having a party. I'm waiting for the food to be ready. Hungry as hell. I'll keep myself busy with the punch and cocktails. I think we'll be watching Chasing Amy later on.
I miss writing a bit... I've almost finished the next part of Son of the Dark, but I've got no one to beta it and I'm feeling so insecure about it. So I guess I won't be putting it out for a while... *sighs*
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Date: 2001-08-18 12:17 pm (UTC)and i think moving would be good for you. you really dont seem at all happy where you are, now. whatever makes you happy is the best thing to do (unless it involves breaking the law. O_o..)
*huggles* miss you.
would chat but never see you on...
Date: 2001-08-18 12:59 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2001-08-18 04:47 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2001-08-18 05:08 pm (UTC)Wah! Don't say that! *hugs* I just seem to be asleep or... somewhere else when you're on. It's luck and timing, but 'm not avoiding you.
*bear hug*