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silversolitaireThis is a short poem I've written in my creative writing course this summer... This is how I feel so many times...
Razorblade Romance
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This is a short poem I've written in my creative writing course this summer... This is how I feel so many times...
<FONT FACE="Psycho Poetry,Arial" COLOR="#ff0000"><P ALIGN="CENTER"></FONT><B><FONT FACE="Sehnsecht Font Made By: AiR,Times New Roman" SIZE=6 COLOR="#ff0000">R</FONT><FONT FACE="Sehnsecht Font Made By: AiR,Times New Roman" SIZE=2 COLOR="#ff0000">a</FONT><FONT FACE="Sehnsecht Font Made By: AiR,Times New Roman" SIZE=5 COLOR="#ff0000">zorbl</FONT><FONT FACE="Sehnsecht Font Made By: AiR,Times New Roman" SIZE=2 COLOR="#ff0000">a</FONT><FONT FACE="Sehnsecht Font Made By: AiR,Times New Roman" SIZE=5 COLOR="#ff0000">de Rom</FONT><FONT FACE="Sehnsecht Font Made By: AiR,Times New Roman" SIZE=2 COLOR="#ff0000">a</FONT><FONT FACE="Sehnsecht Font Made By: AiR,Times New Roman" SIZE=5 COLOR="#ff0000">nce</B></FONT><FONT FACE="Psycho Poetry,Arial" COLOR="#ff0000"></P></FONT></BODY>
<font face="Arial,Helvetica" color="#FF0000" size="-1"The hours, they crawl
My muse, she won't come
My heartbeat, it's racing...
But am I alive?<DIR>anxiety</DIR>Those fingers are numb
They don't do what they must
How I hate them!
_incapability is unbearable.
You are my comfort in this lonely world
Your coolness against my skin is so soothing
_sharp and lethal. salvation.
When I feel you, I am alive<DIR>anger</DIR>Make a sound, make a sound!
Why is everyone so loud and I... so silent?
I must hear you scream on my skin
To know that I am alive<DIR>agony</DIR>Let me see myself
Show me the life inside me
Pouring through my veins
_fire on snow.
_strawberries on cream.
_burning and sweet.
Prove that I am alive<DIR>abashment</DIR>I'm calm again
Bittersweet red wine on my lips
Slowly running over my skin
I'm feeling defeated and weak
_empty and spent.
But...
it's the sweeter taste of pain
</font>
<FONT FACE="Psycho Poetry,Arial" COLOR="#ff0000"><P ALIGN="CENTER"></FONT><B><FONT FACE="Sehnsecht Font Made By: AiR,Times New Roman" SIZE=6 COLOR="#ff0000">R</FONT><FONT FACE="Sehnsecht Font Made By: AiR,Times New Roman" SIZE=2 COLOR="#ff0000">a</FONT><FONT FACE="Sehnsecht Font Made By: AiR,Times New Roman" SIZE=5 COLOR="#ff0000">zorbl</FONT><FONT FACE="Sehnsecht Font Made By: AiR,Times New Roman" SIZE=2 COLOR="#ff0000">a</FONT><FONT FACE="Sehnsecht Font Made By: AiR,Times New Roman" SIZE=5 COLOR="#ff0000">de Rom</FONT><FONT FACE="Sehnsecht Font Made By: AiR,Times New Roman" SIZE=2 COLOR="#ff0000">a</FONT><FONT FACE="Sehnsecht Font Made By: AiR,Times New Roman" SIZE=5 COLOR="#ff0000">nce</B></FONT><FONT FACE="Psycho Poetry,Arial" COLOR="#ff0000"></P></FONT></BODY>
<font face="Arial,Helvetica" color="#FF0000" size="-1"The hours, they crawl
My muse, she won't come
My heartbeat, it's racing...
But am I alive?<DIR>anxiety</DIR>Those fingers are numb
They don't do what they must
How I hate them!
_incapability is unbearable.
You are my comfort in this lonely world
Your coolness against my skin is so soothing
_sharp and lethal. salvation.
When I feel you, I am alive<DIR>anger</DIR>Make a sound, make a sound!
Why is everyone so loud and I... so silent?
I must hear you scream on my skin
To know that I am alive<DIR>agony</DIR>Let me see myself
Show me the life inside me
Pouring through my veins
_fire on snow.
_strawberries on cream.
_burning and sweet.
Prove that I am alive<DIR>abashment</DIR>I'm calm again
Bittersweet red wine on my lips
Slowly running over my skin
I'm feeling defeated and weak
_empty and spent.
But...
it's the sweeter taste of pain
</font>
