Strange morning...
Jun. 11th, 2001 12:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
silversolitaireThe weather is murky and I'm cold and somehow it suits my mood. I feel like I didn't sleep at all and my arm hurts again. At least I got to take my medicine, so my skin is okay again. What a riot that was... It broke out in a rash at the slightest touch. >_< I hate my allergy.
LJ is acting funny. I don't know about you other peeps, but I can only access the last 24 entries. This is really stupid. I mean, I can't check my friends-view every 30 mins. and by then the 24 top entries are long gone! >_< I hope this is just a temporary thing, due to maintenance.
I find it hard to describe my feelings right now. I'm feeling excluded and as you all know that's one of the feelings I can't stomach at all... it makes me feel very low. I don't like it when friends don't tell me what's on their mind and just leave me to my own thoughts.
I'm scared when I think of Thursday. It will be another holiday where I spend all day at my flat, all alone and sad... I think, kat has to work then, so I can't even rp...
And I feel like I screwed up at the rp yesterday...
How depressing...
LJ is acting funny. I don't know about you other peeps, but I can only access the last 24 entries. This is really stupid. I mean, I can't check my friends-view every 30 mins. and by then the 24 top entries are long gone! >_< I hope this is just a temporary thing, due to maintenance.
I find it hard to describe my feelings right now. I'm feeling excluded and as you all know that's one of the feelings I can't stomach at all... it makes me feel very low. I don't like it when friends don't tell me what's on their mind and just leave me to my own thoughts.
I'm scared when I think of Thursday. It will be another holiday where I spend all day at my flat, all alone and sad... I think, kat has to work then, so I can't even rp...
And I feel like I screwed up at the rp yesterday...
How depressing...
