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[silversolitaire]

Meesa bored... I finally got to be online and then nobody shows up. Aw well... tomorrow... We will leave the house after lunch, so I should be home in the early evening *happy sigh*. Guess the weekend wasn't all that bad. I got lots of clothes! *_*

I REALLY should be answering my emails. I'm such a bad person. But I always feel so sick and all... got me in the doghouse with my gf. She thinks I'm distant lately, not caring enough. I'm afraid she's right... I guess my old fears kick in again. I get all commitment-phobic and I'm trying my best to push people away from me. *shakes head* I guess the terrible truth is that I'm just not capable of a relationship. I will always end up screwing it up. So, either I will be alone for the rest of my sorry life, or I will find someone who understands my need to be free and to be with other people. *another heavy sigh* It's just depressing.

I just realized that the PERFECT mood icon for me now would be that mega-cute pic that kat drew of Naniki, half-drunk (*lick*). It's really so sweet...

OCs are taking shape... *smiles*

My skin is still killing me. *scratch*scratch* What did I do to deserve this? I need a good backrub... bleh.

Okay, after this immensely thrilling entry, I guess I'll just continue with my usual self-loathing for another 20 minutes, then stare at the ceiling and slip slowly into madness. Sounds like a plan, eh? Hehehehe... of course I could amuse myself with this cheesy "Teenage Space Vampires" flick on TV... nyahahahahaaaaaa! Cool! It got a 2.9 rating on imdb out of 15 votes! hahahahahaa! Maybe I'll watch it... *snerks*

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[kkscatnip.livejournal.com]

I just realized that the PERFECT mood icon for me now would be that mega-cute pic that kat drew of Naniki, half-drunk (*lick*). It's really so sweet...</>

the pic in the little comic? or another?