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[silversolitaire]

I'm bleeding too hard
Not dying fast enough
Too empty inside
Not enough within
Tired, so tired...
How can I make you feel what I feel?
You'll never understand it.
No pain, no gain... no gain at all... where is it? I feel betrayed...

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Pain and gain

[stasia]

Oh, Silver.

I *do* understand. You don't have to "make me feel what you feel". I've been there more times than I can count. I remember very clearly the awful sinking (yet oddly comforting...) feeling when I "saw" another person confirming what I knew (thought) about myself.

I'm so sorry that I don't have a cure. I have a hand you can hold, an ear you can bend, a shoulder you can dampen, a sturdy back you can lean on, and a very clear understanding of where you are. I also can tell you that it *is* possible to get out of the thicket of thorns and piercing darkness you're in. There is light out there and it will wait for you - you don't have to worry that it will be gone by the time you find it.

Much love and caring,

Stasia