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silversolitaire) wrote2001-07-10 11:27 pm
silversolitaire) wrote2001-07-10 11:27 pm
sad...
I know I shouldn't feel like that and yet I do... I meant to say good-bye to all my online friends properly, spending some time with them before I finally will be away for six weeks. And it just so happens that they all have to go somewhere or didn't log on at all... This makes me so sad... ó_ò I hate being so easily influenced on my emotions. It shouldn't pull me down like that...
I can't help but think that this was the last day where I could really and fully enjoy my online life. Because after those 6 weeks are over, my flatrate contract will have expired. I won't be able to be that much online anymore. I feel a great panic at that thought. No more chatting for hours and hours. It'll be too expensive. I could cry... I feel so lonely right now...
I can't help but think that this was the last day where I could really and fully enjoy my online life. Because after those 6 weeks are over, my flatrate contract will have expired. I won't be able to be that much online anymore. I feel a great panic at that thought. No more chatting for hours and hours. It'll be too expensive. I could cry... I feel so lonely right now...