silversolitaire (
silversolitaire) wrote2001-06-17 10:22 pm
Fucking catastrophe...
I'm starting to think that whenever you think life is good to you and you're really truly happy, something terrible has to happen to crush you and put you back to the place at the bottom where you belong...
I just spent three fucking hours coloring a picture and I truly and honestly thought this was the best thing I ever colored. I was so damn proud. And by some stupid mistake I lost all of it... I'm so terribly upset. I've spent an hour crying now, stomach and throat hurts, I just want to die... this is so terrible... I feel so stupid, it was all my fault. Damn it all straight to hell....
I just spent three fucking hours coloring a picture and I truly and honestly thought this was the best thing I ever colored. I was so damn proud. And by some stupid mistake I lost all of it... I'm so terribly upset. I've spent an hour crying now, stomach and throat hurts, I just want to die... this is so terrible... I feel so stupid, it was all my fault. Damn it all straight to hell....
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