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silversolitaire) wrote2000-11-11 03:15 pm
silversolitaire) wrote2000-11-11 03:15 pm
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The day's a bit sad today. Which is weird. It's the beginning of carneval. The 11/11, on 11:11. Germany's preparing for the fifth season. I'm going to a ball tonight, although this is the last thing I want to do. I'm feeling sick. When I got up today, I almost fainted. I was got all dizzy and collapsed. That was weird. It's this vertigo again. I already had that before. I hope it goes away.
I've spent the morning in the mall, buying clothes. I needed new ones. I got a very pretty coat. Purple with fake fur collar. My mom said it looks like a couch cover! LOL
I want to work on my Hero and Leander painting a bit more. I'm drawing Leander as he gets seduced by Neptune! ^_^ I like it!
The reason why I'm sad is because there was a terrible disaster in Austria. A ski transport train caught fire and about 170 people got killed. This makes me very sad. I'm sorry for those people. What a horrible way to die. They were stuck in that 6 km long tunnel and couldn't escape the burning train. Some left the train and tried to escape, but they ran up the hill and were caught up by the poisonous smoke that suffocated them... Others were burnt to cinder, without the chance of escape. It's so horrible...
I fear that I might have known some of the persons who died. I'm sorry for the ones left behind. I feel their sadness and pain. I had to think how horrible it is to be left behind, to wait and fear, to hope that the news could change. I realized at this moment how many times I've brought this pain to my parents. I live way too dangerously. Accidents follow me. I've escaped a burning hotel myself. I know how it is to fear the fire as it draws nearer. I feel with all of them...
I've spent the morning in the mall, buying clothes. I needed new ones. I got a very pretty coat. Purple with fake fur collar. My mom said it looks like a couch cover! LOL
I want to work on my Hero and Leander painting a bit more. I'm drawing Leander as he gets seduced by Neptune! ^_^ I like it!
The reason why I'm sad is because there was a terrible disaster in Austria. A ski transport train caught fire and about 170 people got killed. This makes me very sad. I'm sorry for those people. What a horrible way to die. They were stuck in that 6 km long tunnel and couldn't escape the burning train. Some left the train and tried to escape, but they ran up the hill and were caught up by the poisonous smoke that suffocated them... Others were burnt to cinder, without the chance of escape. It's so horrible...
I fear that I might have known some of the persons who died. I'm sorry for the ones left behind. I feel their sadness and pain. I had to think how horrible it is to be left behind, to wait and fear, to hope that the news could change. I realized at this moment how many times I've brought this pain to my parents. I live way too dangerously. Accidents follow me. I've escaped a burning hotel myself. I know how it is to fear the fire as it draws nearer. I feel with all of them...