Hmmmm... X Japan...

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I really like them. I'm looking at this and that, checking it all out and so far I like X Japan, Gackt and Malice Mizer best. That's what I love about J-Pop and so on. They sure know how to put themselves into scene. Plus, they ALL look so good! They have awesome costumes, great hair, beautiful make-up... perfect androgynous beauty...

Sometimes I so wish I was better at Japanese. I'm angry at myself for dropping out of the projekt, but I just couldn't handle the pressure... Come to think of it, I dropped out when Alex-kun disappeared... Maybe it's because I miss her too much? And now I can't go back anymore...

Oh my... now I miss Alex so much. There's so much I want to tell her, show her, share with here... ó_ò I wish I knew where she was...